I feel as though Ive disappeared. Slipped through the cracks of the sidewalks. Water running in between my fathers fingertips. Have you ever thought you were dead? Did you pinch yourself to make sure you were surely still alive? There are scars on my body for all the times I needed to remember I was. … Continue reading MAWF Word Vomit
I overslept for fourteen hours last night. You've been on my mind since I opened my eyes. It's been 8 months. Your room in my heart still has the door unlocked. But it seems you've been sharing it with someone else since the before. It hangs over my head everyday.
my heart still hurts. And my soul is still healing. And my suicidal tendencies creep up from behind to tap me on the shoulder like I forgot what it was like to want to rip off my skin. And I still pour the Dreaming Tree into my glass to get the taste of you out… Continue reading And…
May 20, 2017 we may be broke but i am rich in your company. sitting in a small cafe in this quaint Arizona town, i with my notebook and you with your New York Times crossword puzzle. its all so authentic. as we lay in bed later that evening you whispered, "i am so happy… Continue reading Guest Check Romance no. 44012
guest check romance
may 17, 2017 its especially cold for an Arizona evening. i woke up in your bed tonight with the taste of you still on my mouth. wrapped in the sheets that smell like you and I. how did we get here? three months of glances across a room. erotic love notes prematurely written from this… Continue reading guest check romance no. 44009
here we are dead case. we let ourselves ache for the comfort of the blood rush. how god damn meaningless. to throw ourselves to the wave to come back to cold shores. your eyes share the hunger. i pull away. i am guarding my heart. buried deep in the dirt. where have i heard this… Continue reading apr. 02, 2017 j.p